Its been a while since ive felt a bad comedown,
I dont miss it.
The 2 pots of coffee and adderall ive consumed got me higher than the clouds.
but what goes up must come down.
I feel out of my skin for some reason, searching the entire house for something that will get me high or drunk. I must of searched this whole house top to bottom over a dozen times already.
I know my dad has adderall, zopiclone, oxycontin and alcohol hidden somewhere in this house but I just cant find it. I know my dad has weed…I looked at it and there was only a .2 gram left so I pack most of it in a pipe and then I replaced what I took with cilantro so he wouldn’t notice I took some.
Its better than nothing, but the thirst for getting higher is still there.
and im once again disgusted of myself.
my 4 favourite drugs are in this house and yet I cant find them,
Do you know what its like to be in this position?
now its time to smoke my last smoke, and im completely broke. great